The Dark and The Beneath of Technology

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Today marks the last of fasting month and last day of work in Schenker. U know what?i am happy and quite sad at the same time of leaving. hAPPY coz i know Schenker mgt will be semakin merepek which will not affect me.But in a serious note ,to be thruthfully kerja kat Schenker is quite ok. I can slack if i want to ,tak kena kacau and the work is sometimes ok.I know sometimes i hate the work so much until i want to resign but u know in life there's up and down in life. wORK is nvr easy .I admire people who work in the area that they are interested in.i am especially interested in sports but too bad i am not that good in science.Perut dah semakin naik to make it worse.But i vowed to train hard during Syawal to get back the weight i use to have during sec sch.Thinking back and reading some of the past entry of my work here, i don't know why i hate the work so much.true it doesnt suit me as i prefer hands on but other than tat all was ok.Plp saying abt me all that dah biase which everywhere will have.i have a good mentor who is kanchung but she was patient with me and nvr scold me when i make mistakes.Friends i made were all power and i really hope the plan of going desaru go through.IT WILL BE A BLAST MAN!
I am thinking of what Norita says.U know what she says is true.Kerja sini dulu sampai dpt kerja then resign.I think of my desicon to resign .Sometimes i wonder whether the desicion is mades based on my feelings and gut feeling or through rational thinking.True even if i quit now ,it will not affect me so much financially and does not have a direct effect on me if i control my expenditure.But if i continue misalannya ,at least $$$ is coming in.But in life u have to make desicions.Have to learn through it.Whether u make the right or wrong desicion,it will be u who wlll bear the conequences.Thinking back of some of the desicions i made last time,if i was in the same situation as last time,my desicion will be a lot different from last time.Some of the desicion i make i am truthfully happy with it like studying again and leaving my security job of 2K.But u have to learn to live with yr desicion.Yr friend can advise u but U ARE THE one who must make a desicion. mY lecturer once say sometimes u must leave on the good things in life to move yrself another step up.I really hope tat this is the case for me and all my friends in Schenker. We all are moving to improve ourselves get better jobs and better pay.Helmi and me was talking abt this one of the days.We are aiming for high post which is good u know.Without ambition,how in the hell are u going to acheive yr aim in life.the way to acheive that we don't know.due to experience ,due to yr qualification or due to hard work we don't know but i know for sure i will be trying to acheive to reach the goal.Insya-allah

Anyway i wish all my friends a selamat hari raya.hope u all forgave my mistakes .Don't worry lepas raya I BUAT LAGI.hahahha.

Labels: Self -Reflection

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