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Name - Ahmad Shahir
Age - ** Years Old
Burfday - 29th January 19**
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Last sun just hang out at home .then around 2 went out with my sec sch friends.first stop bowling.it was and still my hobbies to bowl.Only that due to no time and no kaki , it has been a while since i bowled.1st game was third among the group.in the 2nd game was on form so managed to get over the 100 pts barrier and was first. due to my friends understanding ,i play well coz i like to bowl and wanted to beat Irwan itu pasal aku semangat in the 2nd game.Hhahhaa,then went to eat at East Coast satay and roast chicken. for me personally the chicken wasn't great but the satay was good.dah habis telan with our stomach full we decided to walk at east coast to lose the senak in our stomach.Bertambah gemuk nampak . have to get ready to start excercising.

i am very angry with myself yesterday.i really need to change my character , attitude .i am such a blur king.dah penat 2 tekan OT 2 jam, mr pandai which is me forgot to punch out.how to claim the OT now i don't know.when i found out i was on the bus home.i really at that time wanted someone to slap me to wake me up.another thing was work.org ajar penat 2 pun tak pandai 2.buat kerja asyik salah je.first was the packing list and the invoice.2nd was also the same for the another company.last i tertaruk 2 wrong items together for customers.AI!!!SOTONG !!!SOTONG!!! Why is it i can't seem to do things right kat kerja.baru 25 lupa ni lupa tu dah like an old man seh!!!i can understand the stress of the permenant staff when i do things for them.buat benda for them mesti ade salahnya.I know this for a fact. i like to give excuses.kalau tak bole buat benda ini oh becoz of this this .WAKE UP LAH SHAHIR!!! U MAKE A MISTAKE AT WORK DON'T SAY THIS AND THAT!!!AND PLS FOR GOD SAKE DON'T GIVE YRSELF EXCUSES TO FEEL PEACE WITH YRSELF.

I am also so indesicive.whenever i encountered a prob , i will start bothering my friend online abt the problem.everytime need someone opinion.cannot decide for myself.so pathetic!25 and still cannot decide for myself. like my studies i promised to study hard all the way.after a few modules , hmm promise ke mana belajar ke mana.went there just for the sake of it.the semangat dah hilang.some more can think of taking degree with bank loan.dip fork out 4 k peragai macam gini.nanti ambil bank loan to study degree pun semangat sekejap je.some more with the bank loan..memundaratkan diri sendiri. HAIZ!!!!aNOTHER habit of mine which i hate myself for it is malas. sch work is due this sun while exams is also too but do i care abt it.NO.... i can still relax 2 .ISH.best thing i gave myself is i am too tired from work.EXCUSES!!excuses!!apa nak jadi dgn kau.malas nak lift my hand do housework.no wonder my mom is always angry with us for making a mess at home and not cleaning up. like my officer say it's time for u to grow up and clean up yr mess.yr thinking maybe matured Shahir but yr action doesn't reflect this .hope later will be a better day at work !!!

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