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My life really sucks ! I am in a mess!!!! I don't even know myself anymore.I am shit in tis world.I am really stupid. Why can't i be as successful as my friends,Afizah ,Feeza,Zul and Juraimi.They are at least successful in something they do.Afziah successful in her love life and career, Feeza in her studies and love life,Zul in his career and Juraimi in his studies.Me nothing zero.21 YEARS in the world and i do not accomplish anything. I am really pathetic .I DON'T KNOW wat i am going to do in my life.I do not know my future ,wat's my career everything.To worsen it up, i do stupid things without thinking.Do it for the fun of it and follow my heart and not my brain.never think of the consequenses.what the **** am i thinking and doing?Pls wake up think first before u do anything.These stupid things i done gave people a negative look on me.Don't say abt finding a life partner.I don't have any choice.I am not handsome or even macho.I am ugly ,short jerk.I look childish tat's what one of my net friend says.My lips are thick like Anita Sarawak.I look funny.That 's what turned girls off.U can say i am desperate or something.or call me names .But really i am very envious of couples especially when i saw a happy couple or reading people blogs of their partner who they love.Why can't it be me????Did i do something so wrong tat i can't get wat other people get.u can tell me i'm still young and shouldl concentrate on my studies and my career but why can't i get both?get a good gf who loves me and a succesful career.Am i so ugly?why do girl after meeting me don't want to be friends anymore?why ? i have so many qs but no answers.All this give me no confidence in myself.The way i look,my character a lot of negatives
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